After starting this Facebook hiatus, I've realized I spent way too much time not doing anything. I have a lot of free time that I can put to good use.
I've been keeping myself busy. I'm always listening to music. And I'm getting more developed into my magician roots. Im an amature magician performing birthday parties and just for fun with my friends. That's one of my big passions in life apart from God and music. It's something that keeps me going. Especially watching people's reactions when I perform. It gives me a huge amount of confidence when people ask how I did something. I just get this huge grin and say, "It's magic!" Card tricks and sleight of hand are my big strong suites. I've developed a slogan for myself "This is Magic"
I have a YouTube account you should check out. Although I haven't been able to upload any recent videos. I have a few great tricks on there. Just search for "aChristianMagician" as one word without the quotes and you can find my channel. I had a website www.achristianmagician.com it is currently down, but I plan to have it back up in the near future.
Sunday, June 24, 2012
Tuesday, June 19, 2012
Music is my Anti-Drug
So the past two days I've been listening to Lecrae on Pandora. I really love rap music. And the songs that have been popping up are really helping me. But this one song really hit home.
Lecrae ~ Prayin for you
You can go and listen to the song. But basically the song is about about a man who is Prayin for another man struggling in life. The guy is weak in his faith. And at the end of the song the guy reveals he was really praying about himself.
Also this other song by
Clique 116 (Trip lee and Lecrae) ~ Cash or Christ
It talks about how people how are rich in material things, yet they are still broke. They're a slave too money. But you can't serve got and love money. You gotta put that beside. You have to be a FANATIC! You gotta rep Christ!
I love the fact that there are real Christian rappers out there rapping about real life things. I really appreciate it. And the fact that they are good at what they do makes it ten times better! Trip Lee and Lecrae are probably my favorite rappers.
Until next time.
Keep prayin
Lecrae ~ Prayin for you
You can go and listen to the song. But basically the song is about about a man who is Prayin for another man struggling in life. The guy is weak in his faith. And at the end of the song the guy reveals he was really praying about himself.
Also this other song by
Clique 116 (Trip lee and Lecrae) ~ Cash or Christ
It talks about how people how are rich in material things, yet they are still broke. They're a slave too money. But you can't serve got and love money. You gotta put that beside. You have to be a FANATIC! You gotta rep Christ!
I love the fact that there are real Christian rappers out there rapping about real life things. I really appreciate it. And the fact that they are good at what they do makes it ten times better! Trip Lee and Lecrae are probably my favorite rappers.
Until next time.
Keep prayin
Monday, June 18, 2012
Facebook Hiatus
First night thoughts.
Maybe eventually I will have the courage to tell you guys what I am going through. But for right now I will keep that to myself. Of you are following this just please pray for me. I am starting a journey that I believe will be never ending. I know it will be hard, it will be so tough, and I have a huge obstacle to overcome. Well I'm taking my baby steps tonight. I found this note in my phone from a sermon taught by My Pastor Rod last year.
---Don't look back (Pastor Rod) 11/13/11
----------------Music -
- You make all things new, and I will follow you forward!
- My life is not my own, to you I belong, I give myself, I give myself to you
Keep moving forward1
Timothy 4:1
Hebrews 3: 12-14
Gods grace is available to all.
Genesis ch. 18&19
Sodom and Gamora
When god delivers you from your old life, get as far away as possible, don't look back, don't hesitate!
You can't play tug of war with God and your old life. What I hold onto has a hold on me. If you let go of it, it can't pull you around. "Lots wife looked back, and became a pillar of salt" she disobeyed God, she looked back at her old life and was punished.
2 Peter 3:9
To look back is to risk your eternity.
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As I read this it gives me great comfort. I know I don't want to look back. But I feel so lost. Words can't describe the feelings I have. Nor what I feel like I'm going through.My prayer tonight is for God to give me the courage and strength to do whatever it takes, no matter the cost. Jesus is my goal. And I'm not gonna let Satan destroy my soul anymore...If you are reading this please know I truly appreciate it and your prayers are greatly needed!
Maybe eventually I will have the courage to tell you guys what I am going through. But for right now I will keep that to myself. Of you are following this just please pray for me. I am starting a journey that I believe will be never ending. I know it will be hard, it will be so tough, and I have a huge obstacle to overcome. Well I'm taking my baby steps tonight. I found this note in my phone from a sermon taught by My Pastor Rod last year.
---Don't look back (Pastor Rod) 11/13/11
----------------Music -
- You make all things new, and I will follow you forward!
- My life is not my own, to you I belong, I give myself, I give myself to you
Keep moving forward1
Timothy 4:1
Hebrews 3: 12-14
Gods grace is available to all.
Genesis ch. 18&19
Sodom and Gamora
When god delivers you from your old life, get as far away as possible, don't look back, don't hesitate!
You can't play tug of war with God and your old life. What I hold onto has a hold on me. If you let go of it, it can't pull you around. "Lots wife looked back, and became a pillar of salt" she disobeyed God, she looked back at her old life and was punished.
2 Peter 3:9
To look back is to risk your eternity.
---
As I read this it gives me great comfort. I know I don't want to look back. But I feel so lost. Words can't describe the feelings I have. Nor what I feel like I'm going through.My prayer tonight is for God to give me the courage and strength to do whatever it takes, no matter the cost. Jesus is my goal. And I'm not gonna let Satan destroy my soul anymore...If you are reading this please know I truly appreciate it and your prayers are greatly needed!
I'm Not a Host
116 Clique and Tedashii - No More (inspired these lyrics)
For the longest time I've been living a lie, I kept on telling myself that im not gonna die, I tried to hide it from my mind, but it just became a monster on the inside, living this life just passing the time, no thought for myself, just letting it drive, not knowing this virus made me a host, I just left it alone, pretended it was a ghost, till it corrupted my body, no shame for myself, how could I let it happen, I was killing myself,
I'm not gonna do this no more, I have to die to myself, I gotta take up my cross, I can't lie to myself, gotta get rid of this virus, I wanna be a host to my god, I'm not gonna take it no more, I don't wanna be such a fraud, it time to get this stuff straight, I gotta get myself right, I have to trust in my lord, before this kills me tonight
For the longest time I've been living a lie, I kept on telling myself that im not gonna die, I tried to hide it from my mind, but it just became a monster on the inside, living this life just passing the time, no thought for myself, just letting it drive, not knowing this virus made me a host, I just left it alone, pretended it was a ghost, till it corrupted my body, no shame for myself, how could I let it happen, I was killing myself,
I'm not gonna do this no more, I have to die to myself, I gotta take up my cross, I can't lie to myself, gotta get rid of this virus, I wanna be a host to my god, I'm not gonna take it no more, I don't wanna be such a fraud, it time to get this stuff straight, I gotta get myself right, I have to trust in my lord, before this kills me tonight
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