First night thoughts.
Maybe eventually I will have the courage to tell you guys what I am going through. But for right now I will keep that to myself. Of you are following this just please pray for me. I am starting a journey that I believe will be never ending. I know it will be hard, it will be so tough, and I have a huge obstacle to overcome. Well I'm taking my baby steps tonight. I found this note in my phone from a sermon taught by My Pastor Rod last year.
---Don't look back (Pastor Rod) 11/13/11
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- You make all things new, and I will follow you forward!
- My life is not my own, to you I belong, I give myself, I give myself to you
Keep moving forward1
Timothy 4:1
Hebrews 3: 12-14
Gods grace is available to all.
Genesis ch. 18&19
Sodom and Gamora
When god delivers you from your old life, get as far away as possible, don't look back, don't hesitate!
You can't play tug of war with God and your old life. What I hold onto has a hold on me. If you let go of it, it can't pull you around. "Lots wife looked back, and became a pillar of salt" she disobeyed God, she looked back at her old life and was punished.
2 Peter 3:9
To look back is to risk your eternity.
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As I read this it gives me great comfort. I know I don't want to look back. But I feel so lost. Words can't describe the feelings I have. Nor what I feel like I'm going through.My prayer tonight is for God to give me the courage and strength to do whatever it takes, no matter the cost. Jesus is my goal. And I'm not gonna let Satan destroy my soul anymore...If you are reading this please know I truly appreciate it and your prayers are greatly needed!
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