Monday, June 18, 2012

I'm Not a Host

116 Clique and Tedashii - No More  (inspired these lyrics)


For the longest time I've been living a lie, I kept on telling myself that im not gonna die, I tried to hide it from my mind, but it just became a monster on the inside, living this life just passing the time, no thought for myself, just letting it drive, not knowing this virus made me a host, I just left it alone, pretended it was a ghost, till it corrupted my body, no shame for myself, how could I let it happen, I was killing myself,


I'm not gonna do this no more, I have to die to myself, I gotta take up my cross, I can't lie to myself, gotta get rid of this virus, I wanna be a host to my god, I'm not gonna take it no more, I don't wanna be such a fraud, it time to get this stuff straight, I gotta get myself right, I have to trust in my lord, before this kills me tonight

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